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23rd November 20098th November 2009
: Retreating to the Last Empty Room Left
- The things I shouted right before I went under - As I decide to pull the plug on the bathtub or not; genesis 000 I play chess on a board, and poker with chips When fate bet the world, I raised with you. Now I'm out of chips And I can't remember if I shuffled the jacks or the jokers out of this deck. 001 You can recite all the song lyrics in the world Until it dawns on you that this isn't hallmark And there is no perfect card for what anyone should have said Be careful who you trust your words to, they're all you have left. 002 I am not a momentary distraction, I am more than a puzzle peice in a box I am not a momentary distraction, I just wanted to be the puzzle peice that fit. 003 It's all the cards and the stars. 004 It's like asking if you'd pass up a rubix cube, And it was on fire. And you knew it was gonna be a cold fuckin' winter. 005 That dead end street is where I stop, I've plunged down that hole times before I will not follow you down that road, I know exactly how it's going to unfold. There's nothing I can do to stop you now, Except wait by the streetlight If you ever find your way back out. Even if you found him down there, I promise you won't recognize him. And if you come back out, You probably won't recognize me either. 006 When you're on the drug, You're really, really, on the drug. 007 Fill my lungs back up with cynicism and cast me back to the sea of apathy, I saw an island just across the bay and swam toward And cut my feet on your reef the whole way, trailing red. Now the sharks are coming. You'd better throw me a fucking spear gun or I'm dead. 008 Secrets and lies, nothing in between I hope we're smart enough to put the pictures together. 009 Standing on a snowy mountain top, Watch the plane go down, fire and all, There's nothing you can do to stop it now, There's a special kind of silence while you wait to hear the screams of survivors. And a special kind of speed you run if you hear it. 010 I swore I'd never wear a wristwatch again. Time would fly by like mile markers on the freeway, Now I'm stuck counting the seconds at this red light. Tick, tock, tick, tock. 011 None of us can save anyone We can only give someone a reason to save themselves. exodus solidus Current Music: Pink Floyd - Echoes, Part I
19th October 2009
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When you read this, I hope you'll understand how much of a hypocrite you really are.
( Exodus Denied ) Current Mood:
8th October 20099th September 20092nd September 200920th August 2009
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Every time I patch a leak, another pipe blows
I'm starting to think the problem's a little bit bigger This ship is fucking sinking and there's no getting off No more life jackets left and the boats are all torn up. Capsized vessles, captain goes with the boat, Time's the asshole that doesn't wait up. I thought I figured out a way to slow it down but no bottle on earth holds the key even if it floats so stop throwing it all overboard, she'll still go down anyway at least we'll be at the bottom of the barrel first water's too cold to handle without a little help. I need to stop thinking anyone could fix this I don't even know where to throw a wrench anymore this wasted mess is on fire I tell you let's just let the fucker sink & burn just promise you'll watch it from a safe distance. wouldn't want you to get burned too. The band better not stop playing until it falls off the deck I'll be with the cook in the galley, we're already out of food. Crack the kegs This isn't even the end of the beginning. Current Music: Justice - Phantom Pt II
17th August 200926th July 2009
: Alchemist's fire burned my heart to ashes
I used to be the good guy Now all I see is the world slipping away down the glass tube This is what was supposed to happen. This was never supposed to happen. Oh God what have I done. Seven years I waited, what's a few minutes more I stare at the moon lit canopy The walls broke down with enthropy Years fly by numb from pain, But the minutes burn me to the core Articulation proves fruitless When the other line goes dead I should still be due what I deserve Or are you simply gold turned back to lead. 20th July 200914th June 2009
: So I was in my basement,
smoking a cigarette and drinking black tea, on a saturday night. Thinking about last saturday night, when I was in my basement, smoking cigarettes and drinking black tea. I keep watching these movies about these peoples' lives, about these people who are riddled with some sort of detriment or short coming, only to have it reversed by some new found feat of stunning brilliance or physical aptitude beyond imagination. The reality of the situation is, yeah, you find the one or two people every decade that come along and make some sort of major success from nothing, but most of that belongs to the trust fund babies and legacy Harvard kids. I'm a middle class, middle of the road kid with a middle of the fence outlook and a middle ground life. Those types of people go on to live middle grade lives and die middle rate citizens. Yeah they might have a few friends, invite the neighbors over to grill on sundays, livin' in some 3 bedroom house with a couple of kids and a white picket fence in between, but I give it a few years after they hit six feet under and everyone outside of those people they grilled with and their kids that have any idea who they were or what they were for. The few decent shots I've had, I didn't have the clairvoyance to see any meaning at the time and managed to piss all of those away too, leaving me with what? A box of malboros and a lukewarm cup of milk-water, and a saturday night after work to regret it? You want to know why I keep wondering what this is all adding up to? Because I keep seeing all the people who's lives didn't add up to shit. 10th June 20098th June 200919th May 200912th April 2009
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"Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta (born March 28, 1986), best known by her stage name Lady Gaga, is an American singer-songwriter and musician. The latter part of the name is variably spelled either GaGa or Gaga, both on her websites and by her record label. She has been influenced by glam rockers such as David Bowie and Queen as well as '80s pop singers such as Madonna and Michael Jackson." 5th April 20093rd April 20091st April 200922nd March 200919th March 2009
: Tweets for Today
17th March 2009
: Tweets for Today
16th March 2009
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Watched some NIN and APC music videos @ Hartman's w/ Hester, fun stuff, really diggin' the industrial style.
Mapping out finances to see if moving in with Scott this summer is going to be do-able. I think by June I should have a clear picture as to what's up, and I think I'll be fine so far, but who knows. Short term to-do list: Brakes and struts for the Ion Phone bill Car bill Set the books straight 15th March 2009 |
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